It’s inevitable, isn’t it? When you meet someone, the conversation always makes a stop by your work.
You feel it coming from the moment you first learn someone’s name: “So, what do you do?”
A lot of us really hate this questions. How do you feel about it? If you have any ounce of struggle with your job or dissonance between what you do and who you are, you likely don’t care for that question.
When we do work that is congruent with our identity and values, it’s easy and fun to talk about. But if it’s not something we believe in 100%, there can be awkward feelings of shame or embarrassment around it.
If you’ve ever had a job that you weren’t in love with, I have something to say to you:
No matter what you do, what if you were proud of it? Can you imagine it? Can you imagine answering with confidence when someone asks what you do? Can you imagine not feeling that shameful and squirmy feeling?
No matter where you are in life and work, please hear this:
Whatever you’re doing,
even if it’s not what you want to be doing,
even if it’s not your dream,
even if you don’t like your job,
even if you’re not using your degree(s),
even if you have breakdowns every night before bed as you dread the next day at work…even then…
you have nothing to feel ashamed of.
I love the high levels of thinking around work. I love thinking about purpose, meaning, calling, vocation, mission and the mark you want to leave on the world. I love all of that.
But work isn’t only about that. It’s also about paying the bills. It’s also about making ends meet. It’s about finding a way to get the things that you need in life.
Work is also what you do to get by.
And there’s nothing wrong with getting by.
I spent a few years serving pizzas. I don’t regret those years. I learned a lot about how to help people have a good customer experience and how restaurants run.
In college I sat at a security desk at the entrance to a dorm from 3-8am, trying to stay awake and hoping to get some homework done—rarely doing either well.
In high school, I cut grass and worked as a church janitor.
In Jr. High I cleaned up pens at a llama farm.
When I’m not working on The Meaning Movement, I’m a photographer. And I recently began doing contract work for an online video-based software company.
A good friend of mine is a talented writer. She’s going to make a full time living off her work some day, but right now, she works at the YMCA. It gives her an income and gets her out of her house and out of her head.
Another friend is a musician. His band is fantastic, and their following is growing— slowly but surely. They make some income as a band, but it’s not enough to sustain his family. Right now, he works at a game store.
Listen: I don’t care what you do— if it’s what you need to be doing right now, then bless it. Get that money! Do what you need to do. And feel proud about it!
Life is hard. Making ends meet is a challenge. And if you’re working, then you’ve found a way to make it work for now.
How to Answer Without Embarrassment When Someone Asks What You Do
When someone asks what you do, own it. Here are three options you can borrow in response. Tell them what you do and follow up with:
1) It’s just a job. I’m not sure what I’m up to in life, but I’m exploring options.
2) But I’m not really that into it, nor do I find my identity in it. Here are the things that really wake me up in the morning…
3) But I’m trying to find a way to do ___(that thing that you really want to do)____. I’d love if you know anyone doing similar work that might be able to help me get there.
And then leave it at that.
I want you to have the permission to let that be enough.
Whoever it is that you’re afraid of disappointing, they’re not worth it.
The Source of Shame
Psychologically, shame is the result of a dissonance between your standards and your actions. When it comes to your work, you feel like you should be doing something different or in some way better than what you are currently doing.
Feeling ashamed of your job is the result of working a job that is below your standards in some way.
It can be helpful to have high standards for yourself— they can motivate you to achieve greatness in your life and work. But they can be condemning if they push you to feel shame about who you are and what you do.
Your standards for yourself and your work come from your story. Do you know where? Who was it that told you that you needed to pursue a specific career? Who is it that has so much power over you?
Maybe it was a parent who believed that you should be a doctor or lawyer, but now you’re working retail.
Maybe it was a teacher who said that you were too smart to work with your hands, but now you’re a groundskeeper.
Maybe it was a mentor who told you that you could be a great business owner, but for now you’re waiting tables.
Spend some time identifying those stories and those voices. Doing so will help you take back some of their power.
We’re All In Process
If you need someone’s permission to be in process, I’m hereby giving it to you. If your dad calls and wants an explanation, send him a link to this post.
I want you to know that you’re ok. Own it. Rock what you got. If you have a job, it’s a gift. Sure, it may not be the dream, but it’s a job— and that’s better than what a lot of people have.
I love helping you step into who you were born to be, but I’m tired of the shame and groveling that happens to the people that don’t know what that is yet.
Everyone is in process. You’re in process. Own it. There’s nothing wrong with it. If you’re not allowed to be in process, then you’ll never accomplish anything worthwhile.
Every book started as some silly scribbles on a piece of paper.
Every scientific discovery started as a crazy idea.
Every Fortune 500 company began with a half-baked concept.
Every movement started small.
Every person you admire had to figure it out as they went.
If they get the chance to be in process, then you get it as well.
We’re all unfinished. That’s the point. The process is what makes the story. A dream is only a dream when it’s different from reality. If you have big dreams, it means your life isn’t everything it could be. And that’s the point. There’s possibility! It doesn’t matter where you are right now. It’s a starting place. It’s another step in the process. What matters is that you own it.
Next time someone asks what you do, take a deep breath, remember that you’re enough. And then make solid eye contact and tell them, without shame, guilt, or that squirmy-I-can’t-wait-to-change-the-subject feeling.
In the comments below, I want to hear from you. What do you do that you feel embarrassed or ashamed of? Where do you think that comes from?